I don't want happiness,
I am undeserving.
Keep it away from me.
Other's deserve it.
I will keep "smiling"
Every day.
I am perfectly fine.
Nothing to worry about.
I am only dying,
On the inside.
This happiness,
Is underserving,
Don't tell me,
"Good job"
It wasn't good at all,
Just leave me to my,
Pain.
I don't deserve compliments,
Or anything.
Just leave me alone.
I don't want happiness.
It only ruins things.
So,
Just leave me here.
Dying along,
Behind these eyes.
Author notes
This is my lovely poem about how I do not deserve happiness. I was inspired beacause of a convo I was having with my friend. I am in a depressed mood for some reason, oki? Don't try chearing me up either. Enjoy this poem though!
What do you think?
Comments
1 - 10 of 10
-
Oh, man, this is about as sad as it can be! Very nicely done poem! think I'll just go out, get a chair and a piece of rope that'll hold up my fat butt and end it all myself, thank you very much! bravo...
-
Nicely written. I can relate in so many ways...
-
Lovely. So beautiful, and so true. People don't seem to understand that an attempt at cheering you up isn't what you need or want when you're depressed. Wouldn't it be nice if those people, instead of trying to cheer you up, tried to understand... Never mind. A really well-written poem.
-
yeah, i hate it when pple try to cheer u up when u r depressed. more so when ur suicidal,grrr it annoyes me! Good poem though, mate, well done.
thirteen... do u get depressed a lot? sorry for being nosey, that annoyes me too.
-
OK no cheering up promise I am a firm believer if you want to be miserable so be it. Its just a state of mind like happiness so theres no harm there... As for the poem it flowed nicely, the short lines making it feel like a water fall. Tripping down the page gently plashing on its way. sorry but I is in a happy mood lol and like lots
Cyber Artist
-
BEEautiFULL Yes yes it is. Well this poem is deep and just in my mind indescribably other than beautiful and deep. I love it.
-
You broke my heart -- utterly and completely. First of all I believe the poem to be very powerful and many souls will relate to the 'feelings' you've expressed.
There is so many people who don't feel they deserve good things. I did look at your page as well, seeing you are only 13 years old.
You need to wake each day, and tell yourself "Damn it, I DO deserve it, I deserve better than it. I'm not taking the crap anymore."
If you don't like where your living and your parents don't want you than find a good person [aunt, grandmother] who does. As you get older if you start believing YOU do deserve it then find a way to get it. [short of stealing it. -- Earning it is so much better].
I wanted 12 kids. I got 1 -- I 'adopted' 2 more that was like you too, somewhat. You have to believe it 1st -- Even now, after my daughter is raise I want more. I am learning so late in life -- now that "I DESERVE IT" ... No sorry, it's NEVER too late.
You DESERVE to be respected. You are much to young to be involved with 'boys' sure its okay to flirt, giggle and laugh -- but, my God, you're giving up your 'childhood' for a man/boy who doesn't care for you. "Their only desire is feeding their fire." and feed off your innocence.
I'm not writing this to cheer you up... I doubt it will. ONLY you can cheer you up by doing 'right' by you. If your parents won't do it, then you do it.
If you have to wait longer to buy those $ 250.00 jeans then wait and save. Get the things out of life you want for YOU. Your so busy satisfying everyone elses needs your not taking care of yourself.
I Hope my words are taken as they are meant 'advice.' And if everyone else in the world gives up on you... Don't YOU give up on you... people will feed you -- your worthless to make them feel better.
I do wish you the best... I'm always here if you need a friend. I'll tell you how it is... and never lie to you... B E L I E V E -- You can fly! -
WOW
Well I did enjoy it and I kinda understand how you're feeling...you just want to be left alone...you don't what to be cheered up but no one listens they all just try to help but the only way for you to get over this is 2 be depressed for a while!Excellent write
-
I think alot of people can sympathize with you on this.
The pain and emotion was penned well.
-
Aww. I really like this. It makes me sadder, but it's really well written, and if it made me feel, that has to mean something. =]
My favorite part is:
"Just leave me alone.
I don't want happiness.
It only ruins things."
Beautifully written.
Adding your comment:
1 - 10 of 10
