The Net That Catches Me

I sit on a ledge on top a high cliff
some people will sit with me and some will push me off
the thing that stops me from losing my mind
is a net that streches and rips all the time

people try to patch the holes
and say they've saved u from rock bottom
but if i could just hit that ground
could nothing hurt me no more?
would it make it easier to endore
all this pain which i inflicked on myself
to just be left tangled up in a net
when those patches make the holes bigger

u sat with me once and almost stood
i pulling u down into the durt
i've done nothing but been trouble
and u still held my hand
i want to thank u for the time u wasted
and wanted to say goodbye to the net that catched me

work in progress....