I have to go now, I can't take it anymore...

Droplets fall from eyes,
Razor held in my hand,
Noone believes me,
They don’t understand.

I’ve been through so much,
So I can handle more pain?
Why should I have to be,
Put through this again?.

As I slit through my skin,
Thoughts rush through my mind,
Why is everyone in life,
Horrible and unkind?

Do I really deserve this?
What have I done wrong?
All I ever wanted,
Is to feel like I belong.

You accuse me of killing,
Yet I don’t recall,
Murdering someone,
Or huting anyone at all.

As I lie on the bed,
In my small enclosed cell,
I feel like im trapped,
Like I’m imprisoned in hell.

Well hell it feels like,
As I haven’t done wrong,
I’m being punnished,
When it was you all along.

I hope you are proud,
As my life I take,
You caused me so much pain,
You made me break.

This is my final farewell,
I just want you to know,
You never did win,
But still I must go.