The Loner

I've heard lots of names
And given lots of lies
I'm not good with changes
Nor when someone cries
There are events in our past
We never want to see
Effects we hope won't last
Turns our insides to debris
I could do a lot of things
To make it look right
Try grasping what life brings
But it misses my line of sight
Darkness crawls into my center
Leaving me a gaping hole
For all who wish to enter
I keep playing that role
I feel odd, out of place
And maybe, slightly used
Life seems to pick up pace
Every time that I lose
Lone paths and empty walks
Are things I can get
There the trees won't talk
Nor tear it will beget
I may feel all alone
I may feel completely gone
Through things, I've grown
And to pain I am drawn
I know it useless
To try to explain
Yet nothing I detest
My emotion's just drained
But on the path
Beside the road
Mercy in the wrath
Which is to erode
Here I can let sadness go
Let it take me over again
No one for it to be a show
And here my sickness lain