Letting Go

lets take a moment
to sit and think
of how wrong everything feels
no matter how much we say its right

no one different
everyone the same
feelings conveyed
truths lost forever

that pain alone
isnt worth the hurt
but the added satisfaction

of the glimpses of love make it worth it

even though they dont last long

or now arent that frequent

i know the pain going to show its face

but i forcefully slow this ride down

telling myself

if only i held on tighter

but seeing i cant help

but smile with your new found happiness

watch me falter

watch me break

im happily letting you go, never to come back

though knowing, i wouldnt mind if you did slip back into my life

Author notes

Cori, you are not allowed to show me awesome songs, i like them too much!
:]
but this is about [basically] me learning to let go WITHOUT A GRUDGE. thats pretty hard for me to do. since i was totally ga-ga over him and then that period where i wanted to hurt him pretty bad, but knowing it would just complicate things..alot...
haha, death by a deranged person.
yeah, im totally cool with this now, though its still fun to imagine the ways i could hurt him
though i cant help but have a slight weakness towards this person, i doubt i could manage if he never did utter another profane word to me. i wouldnt mind if he came back, and the ending had too many possibilities. took forever trying to find the right one

QUESTIONS? --> ASK.
(though i pretty much explained everything)