With a shallow heartbeat
And shaking hands
I'll hold it all back
Push it down deeper inside
Fight off the pain I try so hard to hide
And with my head in my hands
I'll cry so no one can hear me
Whispering into the shadows
My deepest emotions running wild
Close my eyes
Take that deep breath
Start over anew
Put on another front
Make it look so good on the outside
That they will never see the difference
Does this really have to be happening all over again?
