Misunderstanding

Why me?
I know I'm strong enough
to take it all
but that doesn't make it fair
If you're not completely mine
what reason do I have
to stay
I need your total devotion
because
that's what I gave to you
I know it's not much
but it should be enough
to satisfy
rather than constantly asking more
Why am I not good enough
for you
in your eyes?
You love me. Just accept me
You told me once you'd take me
any way I came
What happened?
You grew dissatisfied
and distanced yourself
provoking me to dispair
I know you cannot see it
but I still tried to let you know
You took my questions and protests
as an attack
or as being spoiled and needy
In a way
I was spoiled
but you were the one who did it
You spoiled me to your love
then you took it away
The actual love is still there
but the expression of it is gone
Too much?
No. Too early it would be too much
but this far?
It's not too much
it's perfect
Why deliberately remove perfection from the equation?