Sicko

Five year old girl absolutely adored you

took her to a cabin where you were all

alone with her, has the child remove her

panties and lay on the table, she knows

not what is going to be done but thinks

it is all to be a game.

Can't see what he is doing till he placed

it in me, cry, scream and try to get away

this is what I do that day, what is it you

are doing to me? Hurts so bad, riping,

tearing, blood coming from that place

where I pee, what have  you done to me?

Shh don't tell I will make your life a living

hell if you talk about what we have done

here, no one would believe you anyway,

five long years this has happened over

and over again but happy with this you

were not, no indeed you had to try

something else.

Turn over little girl, I will show  you a brand

new game, pain in my butt hole I scream at

this brand new feeling taking away what little

dignity I had, why are you doing this to me,

finally I tell after I had begun to fear for I

realized at ten this was entirely wrong.

You will no longer have your fun, this is

gone now ever done, report you I cannot

because who would believe, the only one that

did was grandma she could completely 

conceive what he had done to me, Oh god

why can't it leave me be.

Nightly dreams of this happening over and

over again, pain, despair, hating, loathing,

cannot compair to what it is you have  made

me feel, I am dirty, don't look at me, never

will I ever be clean again, hide me away, hide

me in my little den.