my words

Words speak.. does love speak with actions
I think it does because there are so many stones I left unturn
I know she loves me I feel her presence every day
The memories we shared the things my heart feels
Just wants the pain to go away
Her picture lays beside my bed
I wake up to her smile and the memories I miss
I want to see her once again
But I can't afford to make another mistake...
To lose her I would not be here today
She is mine as I am to her
To lose her would mean I'm nothing anymore
I made a promise becuase she means the world to me
I can't compare how much I love her
Becuase I neverd loved someone so much
And I never try to compare her love
Becuase her love for me is not to be compared
She suffers becuase of this
The fact we can't see each other
Until her parents deciede to
The fact that I cant hold her
Until the moment eludes
Until the moment all will come together
For Us and our love forever
I share apart of her pain
I try to be the man today
I can't afford to lose her
Or my life will end
I can't see her till her parents say yes
Becuase she means more to me then to mess this up
I'm not going to give her up
I'm not going to leave her side
Someday she will trust me enough
And won't cry
So many men and life has torn her apart
Riped the trust out of her I can't say how much
But only time will heal what damaged was done
And I will be there I promised her that much
Because she means more to me then just words
I'm pulling off 2 jobs and College for her
I would do more than that then she knows
I would bungy jump off of 15 buildings for her
I would walk a thousand miles mark my words
Just to hold her in my hands forever, forever for her
It's time to place these words with actions...I need to prove this to her
I need to prove I will wait forever just to be with her..
So I'm waiting and talking over the phone
Hoping she believes my words
I love her