I have these chains around my wrists that I can’t seem to loosen or take off. These chains that are bound so tightly around my heart; restricting, restraining, holding back my love for you. I just want to set it free, to let it out, to scream at the top of my lungs that I love you and I’ll never let you go. I’ll never hurt and I’ll never leave you! Release me, baby, please? Take off the cuffs you welded on; let me love you, let me hold you; let me be the one to care for you. Please… I’m begging you. Tell me you love me and that everything is going to be okay; that the hurt and the pain and the confusion is going to go away. Tell me we can be together now. That the hard times are over and I don’t have to suffer anymore. Make me strong again… I’m scared to even speak your name…
The chains are growing tighter, squeezing the blood from my heart, tearing holes, causing damage, pulling me apart! There’ll be nothing left of me… Tell me you love me and you’ll never leave me. Please… You have the key; you ARE the key… Open the lock. Make it better. I feel so torn, so broken, so lost, so cold… Make me warm again. Heal the damage this cold metal has caused my constantly breaking heart! My wrists are sore from being bound so tight. My hands are numb and cold. I need you baby. I need your love, your touch, your kiss, your warm, healing embrace. I’m so lost. This prison is so dark, and cold, and damp, and… empty. Please save me, baby, I think I’m drowning. Take my hand and pull me from this darkness. Save my life; my heart… Oh, God, Please help me through this… I can’t breath! I’m so scared…
Please… I’m so lost. Come find me… I need you.
JADE RAYNE*

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