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[ Dear diary, ]

Dear diary,
    I havent eating anything in the last 4 days. I feel so energetic and skinny. But the voices in my head are telling me that I'm not. They are telling me so many bad things. They say I'm fat and that I'm not good enough for anyone. That noone cares about me. That I should end it here and now. I don't feel normal. And  I don't know what to do. Are these voices in my head true. They are telling me that I'm fat and no one loves me. Should I never eat anymore, should I cut. I don't know anymore if I should listen to them or not. But they are sounding like my only friends, and I'm the only one who can hear them. I can barely get these words across because the voices in my head are getting louder and louder. I'm scared! But the only things I can hear are these voices , nothing else....
                                              Sincerly
                                                  Invisible grl

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Nothin gimportant just comment and I know it's not a poem. just need to get thoughts out....

Tell me what I should Do or Just comment? Don't care at this moment!

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  • nobodys-girl
    July 7

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    this made me cry, mostly because it reminds me of how my life was a few years ago. i would go days without eating, i had scars all over my body and i truely believed that no one really cared about me. it was horrible. if you ever need someone to talk to i promise im a good listener. i hope things imporve for you.


  • Nick B
    July 6

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    You know im always here whenever u want to text me, but u have to listen to something other than the voices, they are wrong and it is the voices like mine, and the people who have commented, that care and want you to be happy.


  • Hope Angel
    July 6

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    There are people who care about you, and you are beautiful the way you are. I'm sorry that you feel like this. If you need someone to just vent to, I'm a good listener.

    ~Jade


  • peregrin
    July 5

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    Sweetheart, you can always come to me! I will always reply to anything you say, remember that. It is always good getting this stuff off your chest, I know what that is like.