Whitesmoke’s Violation
Written June 12th, 2005
Peace eludes me
No longer, can I close my eyes
Night's solitude lost
to fantasia of the mind
Masculine swirls conjure
Sheens of white
mingling with grey
Unwelcome advances
caress in sexual ways
Heavy emotions of lust
shower, like static cling
Bodies of mist taunting
probing my thighs
Distorted faces, whispering
Against my back, it melds
burrowing in silken hair
My body surrenders
as it claims me, my
mind screaming in despair
Attached, it lingers
throughout the night
Shape-shifting into men I've longed for
as though winning my adoration
were his quest of mind
Never realizing
my love, he never shall gain
In denying my freedom
dreams of romantic notions
merely turned to hate
Lost in whitesmoke's lustful games

