A Bad Experience

My body is bruised and battered,
My soul is torn and trapped.
I cannot take any more of this crap.
I hate it.
And yes, I FEEL it.
You may not think that I can,
But believe me this time your wrong.

You used to say I was your best friend,
But now,
Now you’re gone.
You've left me alone in this world,
How could you after everything we've been through?
I thought you loved me,
I thought you cared for me.
Obviously that time I was in the wrong.

Remember the times we shared?
Remember the times you were there?
I wonder now as I cry in my room,
Whatever happened to them?
Was it you?
Or did I do something bad?

So many questions unanswered,
I cannot live with this despair.
I’m bleeding inside,
But I’m still alive.
Would you please just put an end to my pain?

I’m dying now,
I’m almost gone.
I cannot live with this anymore.
I take my knife and prepare to slice
But then...
I hear your heart beat inside as you hold me close to your body.
I want to say no and push you away
Because ill know what you'll do.
You'll do it all again and again
Until One day,
I die.