For The Love Of It

its dark tonight
no moon to many clouds to see the stars
but hear i am in my room
i fell like i'm behind bars
odd sounds all around me
i can fell my body pulsating
something shiny in the dark
just accost the room
i cant take that
i swore i would never
do that again
but then why is this shiny object in my hand
pressed to my skin ever so nicely
as i pull it along
a sudden rush comes over me
my head is spinning
as i continue again and again
my high its back
so i guess i'm finally back again
like i demon i have spreed my wings
my sleeveless arm all covered in blood
marks across my chest
soaked my shirt in blood
jumping out my window
after breaking all the glass
with this sudden rush
i don't believe i've ever run so fast
so dark so beautifully its raining now
and i'm sitting hear
puddles of blood and rain water together
i can fell the sting finally
from all the guts on my legs
i am screaming without a sound
i howl for the moon
do you hear the demons as they come
they can small the blood
and with a flash of thunder it is done
as i stand before Giai
she asked why
i tell her the truth
for the love of the pain that i see in your eyes