I’m terrified of winning
I’m scared that I may lose
When wherever I'm beginning
Is a place that I can’t prove
I walk into this feeling
Like an angel in a storm
As though I am redeeming
The devil in my form
I withheld the honest answers
I shared with you my ghosts
I hurt you all for so long
But I hurt myself the most
I’m terrified of living
I’m scared that I may die
There’s nothing worth forgiving
When I think it’s all a lie
I crawl back into weakness
Like a devil seeking love
And I will swallow every pretence
For the angel climbing up
