Dig into my flesh with the razor sharp depression
Peel away my securities oh so very violently
I'm feeling sick in the head
Just the way I like it
Pierce into my soul with poisoned daggers carved with lies
Trace into my flesh the pain and anger emanating from my core
I'm feeling a bit demented
A little masochistic
Suffocate me in isolation and loneliness
Tie me down and shackle me up with the burning chains of despair
Cut me open and watch me bleed
How I love these crimson tides
Crush my heart and drown me in tears
The blissful dismay beckons so strongly to me
Open wide the black gates of the abyss
Toss me down into beautiful emptiness
Stab into me agony
Whisper dark infliction of judgment's murderous prose
Debilitate me and force toxic flames into my pulsing veins
Plunge me into darkness so desolate and harrowing
Sweet torment consume my soul
Chew me up and spit me out
Etch into my very depths desolation and gloom
I long to feel the convulsing tremors of death's cruelty
Inject me with hollow truths and broken promises
Destroy my foundation and obliterate my bonds of trust
Spin me 'round in a rampant tornado of brutal heartbreak
Get me high on sorrow, engulfing any hope
Let all misfortune and bitter breakdowns pin me to the bloodied ground
I want this pain, this torture
I love the way it makes me feel
This, my zealous masochistic addiction
Author notes
Well, this came out so much different than I'd originally planned. It was supposed to be how I enjoy depression and the sorrow and despair that accompanies it. It's like a sick blissfulness. It hurts so deliciously. It's weird. It's weird. I strive for happiness, but when I am, I die for the despair, the hurt. It's an oddly peaceful idea to me while I'm in this odd state. I guess I'm just sick after all.
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Oh. My. Fucking. God.
Of everthing I've read today, this is the best.
It made me laugh. (I'm a bit more morbid today.)
I haven't had a very good day, so I've been...slightly harsh in my comments.
But this... THIS. IS. AMAZING.
I loved every word. Honestly,
the whole fucking poem was my favorite part.
Congrats, you made the finalists list. xD
Thanks for entering my contest and good luck!
Much love,
Abbey.
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I haven't had the best day either, so this comment has made my day that much better
. I'm so glad you liked this poem. The poor thing had been forgotten and collecting dust. Glad I chose to bring it out to play.
Thanks so much,
Moon
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well written
i've always liked your poetry, ur flow is rather spiffing lol well as i guessed another great write from me big sis, i don't like the thought of this being personnal to you but i suppose if it is you always have me to unload onto keep writing sis XxX
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so much emotion...it reminds me of who i used to be.
you did a really good job on this.
your amazing poet.
keep up the good work!
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this is great and scary there for i love it.this is very easy to see i can emagin the horrar and pain in my thoughts it gets into my head it makes me belive i love it
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