Tears of anger burn my flesh, like a candles wax sliding down the shaft.
I have only myself to blame for this.
I strayed from my path,
Ignored my reasoning and logic,
Forsaken all the lessons taught over the centuries,
For what?
A human?
I was led astray for one of them.
So this prison I now lay within,
Trapped in its hollows,
Was because of myself,
I trapped myself within this cage like an animal,
I let my blindness over come my clarity,
I trusted the lies that were so clear like lightning in a darkened sky,
Now for my own betrayal upon my soul,
It dies within the hollows of my vessel,
Shriveling till it becomes dried and decayed,
I am the reason for my death,
Not any other,
For I led my soul straight to the devil next door.
I allowed my self to be selfish in my desires,
And now I must pay with not my blood,
Not my flesh,
But with this torn and ragged soul,
A soul that shall never again see the light within this darkend realm,
For I am the cause of my own damnation,
And now I see clear with all eyes open.,
The error of my ways,
As I am laid upon this bloody alter,
As the knife rushes towards me,
I know now the mistake of love,
The mistake I will never again allow to reoccur,
As the blade rams within my chest,
As the chains of servitude bound me to this alter,
I now lay within my own deed.
Forever to be reminded of my own wrong doings.
