unintentional pain

we never really spoke after that day
you never really wanted to hear what i had to say

explanation, excuses, even the truth
they all meant not a damn thing to you

you said you would always listen and be there
and you would always care

but when i truly needed you to hold me
you were nowhere to be seen

you don't understand how i felt
when i said those things, it hurt like hell

i lied and screamed some stupid words
because my damnable pride was hurt

and what you said back to me
was the truth, you spoke honestly

i said you'd regret me and you swore you wouldn't
i should have left but i couldn't

was i really that bad, that now we can't talk
we were bestfreinds, but you said i didnt matter at all

I had loved you, given you everything
but all because of some rumor you walked away from me

i couldn't lie, because it was true
I was convinced she would agaun hurt you

but you refused to believe me, but believed in a whore
but that's okay, you had your heart broken once more

I'm sad to say I knew this would happen again
but still you wont call me a friend

forget understanding and forgivness
Why am I writing this, you dont deserve it

I trusted you and let you in
and its a mistake I'll never make again