Falling

As I took the leap, I yelled at her
“Is this what you wanted?”
already realizing that she couldn’t hear my scream
nor did she want to.
“This is it I guess” I said out loud with a laugh.
“Nobody needs me in this dumb world anyway”
I thought of those at school.
“They wont miss me or even care”
I thought about my family.
“There are more important kids in the family”
I thought about my friends
“They’ll get over it eventually”
I thought about my best friends
the ones who were always there for me.
“Meet me in Heaven, I’ll be waiting”
Then I though about the kids who looked up to me
and who wanted to be like me
“Dear Lord”, I prayed
“Please give these children a person who will put in their all
and help them to the best of their ability.”
At that moment I realized
I shouldn’t let a girl be the reason for my death
“it’s a little late to be realizing that” I said with a laugh
as my death came into view.
I closed my eyes
not wanting to see how I would die,
be it the flat solid ground that would crack every bone in my body
Or the sharp pointy rocks that would easily slice right through me.
I closed my eyes and prepared for the pain.
Did it happen? Did I die?
I didn’t feel anything, like say, a rock piercing me.
As I opened my eyes
I realized that I was in a church.
A Church lit only by A source of pure light
whereas my eyes were not able to gaze upon.