I need to get over it

i just wanna get hit over the head and forget everything that happened.
i dnt even wanna wake up.
just why cant you understand
your only making me hurt worse.
i only wanna die.
i cry when i see your picture.
im happy your moving on but when you said those harsh words to everyone "i dnt love her" made me hate myself even more.
just let me suffer.
Let me let go of everything that happened.
just rip my heart of my chest and step on it why dnt you?
you might just as well thats what it feels like..
you think thats fair to me?
i did rip your heart out but i didnt step on it.
but you dnt what im going through dnt even try  to act like it.
have you ever lost something so close to you boy? have you no didnt think soo
i have lost soo many people that were close to me i lost two of my best friends.
have you? no they are still alive,
but yeah why not lets make her wanna die as it is.
i already want to die do you think it this is funny?
you think this is okay?

i dnt wanna my heart to ripped out again.
just move on and let me be.
i might not see you next year so this is my goodbye to you boy.

farwell,