The 1st of July

The 1st of July, and I can’t wait any longer.
It feels like a couple of days have turned into a year.

Without you I’m helpless, I’m nothing.
I’m feeling empty; this heart is empty.

The 1st of July, and I can’t wait until August.
It feels like time has stopped, did I get my wish?

I’m missing you, missing you like broken chords.
My heart is broken, but I don’t know why.

The 1st of July, I watched the clock change.
From 11.59 to 12.00, I wondered if you were thinking the same.

I feel myself about to cry every second of the day.
And I can’t face to see the sun smiling at me; it hurts.

The 1st of July, I miss seeing you.
Five days of every week, and two I could never stop thinking.

Where did 4 years go? I thought it would never end.
I took it for granted, yet they told me not to; now I understand.

The 1st of July, and I need you so much.
I can’t face another month, knowing I have to wait.

I need to know, I want you to know.
That if I don’t say something, and if time is always moving.
I’m always going to be hurting.