To You...

are you still looking for me
under all the beach rocks
starter's beach is lonely
with you just in thought

i close my eyes so tightly
and try to see my dreams
i feel so close to you now
so can you hear me scream

i scribble these notes everywhere
hoping that you'll see
hoping that you'll be looking
hoping that you'll find me

it's hard to feel loved by you
when i'm reaching out in shame
my eyes are open, this is no fun
please put away this game

i'm sorry for what has happened now
i know it's hard to live
all i did was take and take
and all you did was give

it's so hard now, in this world
without you by my side
but you said it would be perfect
you never said you'd lie

it's hard to get my feelings out
without writing you a letter
i think that i may be worse now
although i've never felt better

i'd like to have you back again
the way you used to be
the sit and talks we used to have
can't be just a memory

you put the wheels in motion
and i went along for the ride
you turn the key, no going back
nothing left to hide

we've gone too far, i don't know this road
please, you've got to get me home
i can't be out here just this late
and i don't want to be alone

i run and hide up in the trees
and you come up the walk
you don't look so happy now
you don't want to talk

i can see that look that in your eyes
and i know just what that means
i have betrayed you, found you out
and you're not ready to come clean

i'm sorry for reading your stories
and not getting to the end
i thought that you'd be around forever
i thought that we'd be friends








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if you find this, write the ending for me.
i can't seem to end you myself.