Would You Reconsider?

if i don't recognize your genius
will you forgive me?
if i am not left satisfied by sunrise
will you leave me?
if i regret all the mistakes i made with you
will you consider coming back?

if you find that you love me less
will you reconsider?
if you feel held back
will you warn me before you
break my walls down?
before you let go of my hand?

if i don't ask for your opinion
please just say it
if i forget that you are beside me
please remind me
if i hold onto you too tightly
please feel free to break away
(but not too hastily)

if you're losing sight of who we were
please don't take it out on who we are
if you're starting to find me boring
tired of these bars appearing again and again
tired of fighting my battles for me
please let me know it's ending

just let me know when it's ending
because i can't trust myself
to look past these romantic delusions
that i've hid our messes behind