Dearest Paper, October 2, 1848
Tonight there will be a meeting. Pretty big from what I gather from mother; she says
everyone who is anyone will be there. I guess I should go. Perhaps it's time to feel myself again; the numb is too much to stand. The need to be touched again by the hands of a savage lover.
Mother told me today I should try to do something with this plain face of mine. Maybe
put on my best smile. I told her I would. We'll see what comes of this one. Off I go now to prepare myself to feel like the lady mother wants me to be.
Love, Francine


Love, C

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