[shiver]

I'm awake, disappointed that the sun is barely breathing. My walls frown, I agree. It's always lonely after I've dreamt something wonderful. The sheets tangle with my dampened limbs. it only takes a second out of that realization for me to dismiss the idea of giving up on you. and I am flustered. I long to taste something other than the inside of my mouth. Every inch of me teaming with heat. My heart is bombarding against my ribs; crawling into my smile. I don't know now, but maybe when I grow up, I'll find the meaning of this foreign language my body is speaking.

you make me shiver....

I sip the coffee from the mug that reminds me of earth. Plant your seeds and watch something beautiful grow. So rich, and it makes me wonder if we were destined to make magic. I surely hope so.

By afternoon, the doubt has settled. I feel like crashing--hard. Waiting for something horrible to break my fall. Could never trust anything I couldn't touch. And today, i just don't feel you.

[too late to tell where we go from here]

Evening comes dead on arrival. God put a smile on your face (just in case your timing didn't work.) Lucky you, that's all it ever took. Because i'm hanging on your every word. Even your silence stirs me. And i'm at mercy; parched

so plant your seed and make me something beautiful.