I understand,
That you love
Her more than me,
Its ok,
I was Expecting
This from the start.
No illusions,
Of us three
Living together in peace.
Don’t protest,
I’m costing you
Just by being alive.
Don’t pretend,
It’s all perfect
We all know better.
I’m sinking,
While you float
Together in lasting peace.
Your obligations,
To her are
Legal, worth more, loving.
Your obligations,
To me are
Minuscule, mediocre, worthless.
I see,
That she is
Your whole entire world
While I,
Can easily fade
Into life’s background without
~*~*~
You - even - noticing
~*~*~
I understand,
That you love
Her more than me,
Its ok,
I had expected
That from the start.
Author notes
Random thoughts in my head, interpret how you please.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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The repetition is perfect.
And I can relate, but I'm like the other girl.
I saw this happening with a friend of mine once when I got involved with a guy... it was hard on me too love.
I love the solemn feeling this gives off. And as corny as it sounds, there really are more people out there.
And another thought. It's not about you, your dad and your step mum, right? Because then, you have to know, that blood comes before anything, even though it doesn't seem it sometimes.
ILY. Always.
♥
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this is beautiful sweety
i miss you and love you -
That is a wonderful piece Claire!
The trials and tribulations of unrequited Love, but not being able to leave...willing to hang on 'Just in case'
Superb writing!!!
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