Drowning in emotional sea letting you
hold me in your arms so that I don't
drown while the waves of anger and depression
crash over me
Gasping for air while the waves grow
waiting to crash over me at a moments
notice while I barely tread water
in the turbulent sea of this place
Looking around as the pain fills my mouth
like salt while I try finding you again
so that the pain can lessen hoping you will
rescue me from the pain
Crying out as another wave crashes
the anger scalding my skin to blistering while
the depression crashes freezing me in place
My own pain dragging me down deeper into
the water like an anchor trying to strangle me
with silence while it squishes the only
hope that is inside of me locked in my heart
Author notes
This I wrote because its what I have been feeling for almost a month now. I have been in an almost constant depression that only eases up when I am around those I care about and my friends. It feels too my friends that I have been disappearing because i barely get to talk to them anymore. I am way busy these days just as I was in highschoolad I miss them so that it worries me but I can't do anything about it so that I just gotta deal with it.
Written on 6/21/08
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