my thoughts exactly

I think I sleep too much
I don’t see the sunrise much
Then I go and hide away
What else could I ever say?

I don’t see the sunset much,
I’m never really looking up,
And when I do, I see the stars
The sparkle hurts my eyes

My mind makes me tired
And so I go to sleep
My mouth is always smiling,
But my eyes, they want to weep

I sometimes think I’m stupid
And that I was never told,
Something about me’s different
My, I sure am bold

Is it unhealthy that I’m dying?
From the inside out?
Waiting for what will not happen
I am full of doubt

I’m too busy with my hobby
I don’t know what I am writing
My mind could easily beat my heart,
But they continue fighting

The truth does not come easily
And neither do the lies
And if you care about me,
You won’t look into my eyes