i can't tell you how i feel.
i can't tell you how i want you.
i can't tell you how i can't get over you.
i can't tell you how much i like you.
i can't tell you how much i need you.
i can't tell you how you upset me.
i can't tell you how you delight me.
i can't tell you how much i think about you.
i can't tell you how creepy you might think this is.
i can't tell you how many poems are for you.
i can't tell you how i hope you'll change your mind.
i can't tell you how crushed i was that day.
i can't tell you how crushed i still am today.
i can't tell you how many times i've read that note.
i can't tell you how sad i am knowing you won't know this is for you.
i can't tell you how beautiful your eyes are.
i can't tell you how i wanted to punch my best friend for saying you looked like a man without eyeliner.
i can't tell you how many tries it took to write this.
i can't tell you how my heart stops when you sign on.
i can't tell you how i'm truly debating not posting this.
i can't tell you how you're the only one i want.
i can't tell you how much that scares me.
i can't tell you how lost i was that day you ignored me.
i can't tell you how i used to debate whether to wait for you after class.
i can't tell you how happy i was when you wiated for me.
i can't tell you how many things i want to write in here but can't cause you'd know for sure.
i can't tell you how you make me contradict myself.
i can't tell you how i saved all those texts.
i can't tell you how you still get my stomach in knots.
i can't tell you how everytime i wish what you write is for me.
i can't tell you how most of my away messages are for you.
i can't tell you how much i'll miss you if i have to let go.
i can't tell you how i truly wish you'd give me a chance.
i can't tell you how i really don't deserve one.
i can't tell you how much i want to be in a relationship with you, but don't ever want to loose you as a friend.
i can't tell you how i feel.
Author notes
i can't tell you.
and it kills me everyday.
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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holyyy fuck manda. amazing as ever. it's sad, but good. and i hope it all works out.
miss you tres tres much.
<3julia

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aw mandapoo =[
this broke my heart to read because i could relate in so many ways. it was a lovely poem, great job. -
and sympethitical smile.
I do feel very sorry for you, I know what this feels like (I'm in a sorta similiar situation at the moment and most of what you've written here sounds like what I feel
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I do hope things work out for you
Claire x



