This Morning

This morning was different.
I woke up before six
And couldn't go back to sleep.
So I read New Moon.

That book is amazing,
As was the first - Twilight.
But at 8:15,
My alarm scared the living daylights out of me.

I stopped my reading,
And listened to the music.
I hadn't heard this
For over a month!

The next song came on,
And the tears came with it.
I listened to the words,
And shut it off.

I went back to my reading,
But I never fully went back to that place.
That place I go to
Whenever I'm reading.

I was thinking of him again.
How much I truly love him
And how much I really miss him.
I need him.

My thoughts are never far from him,
But sometimes it gets too far.
When I come back,
It kills me to think of how dear he is to me.

This guy is wonderful,
And I only want to be with him.
But this morning triggered something in me.
I can't live without him.