its different now
you pretend to be my one and only
when others are around
when others ask how I am
you smile and say im ok
even though its a lie and you know why
your not my boyfriend
my significant other
my other half
full time lover
said you would love me forever
but forevers come and go
no matter how much I want you here
loving you doesnt seem worth this pain
im thinking back on the past
wondering where we went wrong
wondering why I believed things were always alright
remembering the tears I cried in the night
when you laid asleep
your nothing to me now
barely even a friend
and it hurts me to realize
our love has come to an end
