If I Could Just See You...

I hate sitting here
Wondering what's going on
Bearing sleepless nights
Pretending that nothing's wrong

It's been so long since I've seen you
Can't even remember what's real
I'm tired of hiding these doubts
Denying these things that I feel

It finally gets to the point
When I just want the pain to end
I think, "it can't have been this bad
When you and I were just friends"

And then I talk to you again
And things are better for a while
You're still able to make me laugh
You're still able to make me smile

I'm grateful just to hear your voice
My mind now erased of all doubts
Each though of you is a blessing
I forget how I lived without

It seems the best part of my life
Is all too simply you
And then I go hand up the phone...
I'm lost without a clue

It takes me a moment to recall
Why we ever started this at all

All I need to do
Is simply see you

And I bet it'd all come back to me
I bet I'd fall for you again
I really need to see you soon
But what do I do until then?

The stretch of time we've been apart
Doesn't it bother you too?
Sometimes it seems we're losing touch
I need you to pull me through

I wanted to survive this summer
But not seeing you's making it hard
Then again, my heart's still in your hands
--and by the way, send it my regards

It's hard to see us surviving this
But how to survive it alone?
I'd live, but'd rather have you with me
Don't want to do this on my own

And I really don't think I have to
I think you like it here with me
However, my brain's conflicting with
Everything my heart dares to see

And it takes me a moment to recall
Why we ever started this thing at all

All I think I need to do...
Sometime I need to see you

And then it would all come back to me
I know I'd fall for you again
Just like that time, not that long ago...
Oh, that precious... remember when...