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New Beginnings, Old Memories

I hate you
And I love you
At the same time...
I love the hardness of your mouth when you think
The softening of your lips when you smile
I hate that you know my thoughts
Even if I lie
Kiss me and whisper the truth against my ear
I love that when we fight my anger
Shifts into a desperate need for you
I was not right.
Neither were you.
I hate that you steal the covers at night
And love that you share them in the morning
My heart beats fast when I catch you watching me
I hate that you can twist me inside out
And all you do is smile
Those moments when I pause outside the door
To watch you play "house" and laugh
I love them.
We are starting another part of our life
I hate that I am afraid of it..
But I love that it is with you.

Author notes

Something just to get down.
Not a finished product by any means at all.
I'll continue to add more and change stuff as I go.
I'm so happy I could probably throw up.
- Which would be terrible due to the already dooming morning sickness. Haha.

2nd Child Due Date: February 11th

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  • Jason Dorn
    July 20
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    oh

    and these.

  • Jason Dorn
    July 20
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    Nice

    I love this just how it reads an honest release of thoughts and feelings without overthinking the form ad presentation makes this an honest representation of your thoughts. You made me ponder the feelings you were going through by letting me touch your thoughts.
    Awesome.


  • SteveS gold member
    May 26

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    I fell down a rabbit hole of sorts and landed on this poem. I'm glad I did. A very touching and real write. The small personal vignettes are both poetic and sweet.


  • il guardiano
    June 27, 2008
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    I send my congratulations to you and Stephen on the expecting of your second child. I am very happy for you, my dear. Thank you for the thoughts, they mean very much to me. This is a beautiful piece of writing, full of emotion and passion. You deserve all the happiness in your life and so much more. I love you.


  • Porcelain Doll
    June 25, 2008

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    Katrina! I am so so so so so HAPPY FOR YOU! hehe. Grace will have another little one to keep her company, and mommy can have a break. After a couple of years as for the scared thing, I think anyone would be. Luckily, you have a wonderful husband to help you through it. You can be scared together. I am sure you can find all sorts of delicious ways to burn away the fear

    This is wonderfully written. I love you! I miss you. We need to spend more time together.

    Another absolutely beautiful poem. Thanks for sharing hun, I'm glad you are still writing. I LOVE YOU! <3

    ~Amy


    • tinydarkgoddess
      June 26, 2008

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      I'm so insanely happy I'm the verge of annoying!! haha. I miss you, we should definitely catch up, I'm getting back to writing when I can, hope to see you writing more also LOVE YOU!!

      • Porcelain Doll
        December 27, 2008
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        Alrighty, Ms. Kay. "Hope to see" (me?!) "writing more" ?!?!?! SIX MONTHS! This was posted six months ago! I demand you write more, so that I can read your lovely words


  • crazymomma
    June 25, 2008

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    I think it is good just the way it is without adding anything but it can only get better I guess. This was so sweet

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