Last Night

Your hands touch my cold shivering body
they wander and I cry silently
afraid if I protest you'll react violently
you hold me close saying "I won't hurt you"
but I know it's a lie
your hands undress me slowly
and as my clothes leave my body
a feeling of disgust and hatred cover their absence
"You Know I love You" you say kissing my quivering lips
part of me knows these words are true
part of me knows that these words are nothing more than a manipulative lie
my face drenched in tears you continue searching my unclothed body
I'm helpless and I'm letting  you get what you want out of me
I lay there tired and afraid and full of pure hatred
you kiss me and I continue to die inside
how can I ever find something thats rightfully mine
nothing belongs to me,everything belongs to you
"I hate you" I whisper
you hear these bold words and you look at me like your looking at a brand new person
"what'd you say" you ask  full of hatred and shock
"I don't want this anymore I can't take it" I say getting up
trying to run away,you grab me and hold me close
"You won't get away I won't let you"
I feel a bruise starting to form my skin
I fight back as hard as I can punching screaming
but your winning my body starts to bruise up as you start to go wild
all my punches and hitting seem to be mild
finally you stop, noiticing I'm barely breathing
my barely opened eyes see that you are leaving
as I lay there I'm no longer breathing
soon I see no light nothing
I guess tonight was my last night
I could no longer put up a fight...