Heavenly saying "Im sorry"

I feel, but cannot move,
sitting here in a dark room,
my head is heavy and covered with a red waterfall,
I cant remember anything before that call.

 A voice breathing heavily,
was making my heart very desperately,
It was like a demon running away from fire,
like a rapist being cut off from desire.

 Out of nothing a hit on the back of my head,
i fall fainted on my bed,
and wake up here in this small musty room,
waiting for the ending of my life. It is too soon.

You opened the door, how could you do it?
Your kiss was strangely soothing,
a thousand sorrie's fall of your mouth,
and you crazily start to shout.

My body shivering cold,
ripped of my clothes,
one last time together making love,
my hands tied up, me like a prisoned dove.

 My heart pounding of excitement and fear
when an explosion in my chest makes me shed a tear.
With the ending of my path encrusted in my body,
you close the door heavenly saying "I'm sorry".