Emotional [Torture]

Emotional torture
abandonment
[how i wish that's what you'd do]
betrayal
[you've deceived everyone around you]
HATRED
[i guess I've hit my breaking point too]
I've reached the point where
i do fucking hate you

Forget me?
[or leave me..]
Why won't you stop
Torturing me?
Get away from us, please!
You're locking us up,
mentally
[and physically too]
you're killing us, it's true
eating away at our souls
your heart's already
fucking stone cold.

fuck you
and everything you do
i hate you
oh so fucking much
for everything you've ever done
or the things yet to be
destroyed by your touch.

Is my wishing your demise
a sin?
I guess I'll see you in hell
if it is;
because everyday,
every night,
ever second of
every moment of my life
I've hoped and prayed
for you to just get up and
fucking go away
leave us for good
i guess wishing is no good...

Call me a
cunt
bitch
and a
mother fucking
whore
it doesn't phase me anymore
you're words that used to pierce me
now they flow right through me
so call me what you will
it's only more proof you're filled
with a torturing soul

"you're a stupid moronic idiot, is there anything
in that empty head of yours?"
Yes Daddy, my head's full,
but my heart's a little null and void.
All this torture
you've caused me and her
has torn her down and broken her
but it doesn't touch me
won't catch
up to me
ever

I guess..
maybe we're alike.
'cause I'm void of all emotion
but wait, i guess that's not true
because my heart is filled with spite
and hatred aimed toward you

Still, through it all
i just want you to know
the pain you try to instill in me
in my eyes will never show...