No tear’s will ever fall from my eye’s
As I have become deaf to all my lie’s
My emotions are so fragile and empty
As I am just another of gods obscenities
I am the disease born from a mistake
A corrupted soul discarded and displaced
Fragile and grotesque a gangrenous shell
Locked in time in my own personal hell
~@~
“Forgotten broken and forsaken
Agony everlasting vastly unspoken
Within moldy blood splattered walls
At the end of a refuge encrusted hall
Beats my struggling broken heart
Depraved and slowly falling apart
A life trapped within festering flesh
Wishing praying begging for death”
~@~
An existence carved in agonies ink
A torn canvas residing on insanities brink
Pursued endlessly by my corrupted past
Time is short and this breath may be my last
These words typed in time to dripping blood
Winter chills herald the weakening of a flood
Silence the only sign of a choice recently made
Soon I will be just another nameless grave
~@~
“Forgotten broken and forsaken
Agony everlasting vastly unspoken
Within moldy blood splattered walls
At the end of a refuge encrusted hall
Beats my struggling broken heart
Depraved and slowly falling apart
A life trapped within festering flesh
Wishing praying begging for death”
~@~
Now I am nothing more than a forgotten lost soul
Surrounded by rotting flesh in a dark concrete hole
Drowning in the maggoty mucus of disease and decay
Ashes to ashes dust to dust and here I will forever lay.
Author notes
Just feeling a little outta sorts, hard to explain the poem, i just sat down and typed, bacially how i am feeling, have been feeling for a while now.
be yourself be honest if you dont like it say so and vice versa
Comments
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Being honest....this breaks my heart that you feel this way.
From a writers perspective...you express yourself with such clarity and emotion that I am in awe of your talent. Well done poet!
Annie
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these are real words
This poem feels real, this is no way to live,or survive...I am sorry to read that you feel so disreguarded and torcherd within, It is hard to break free of such feelings am I sayn it is impossible..Idont think so but deffinetly not easy....this write has good flow and is very deep, well done writer!!!!! -
I know you've heard this one from me but you deffinatly have a way with words. beautifully written
PS missed seeing you around glad to see you on
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I am not going to say that I like it because it hurts my heart but I understand it this is the feelings that I have alot and it is so hard to deal with but please know that I am here and that I care love you loads
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