A nomadic creature i am
Roaming from place to place and corner to corner
My heart trembles with every step.
As my soul feels that much more alone and lonlier
Every breath i take is etched in pain
And the color of it is a solid crimson red
Is this what the almighty has planned for me?
To scream in silence as i lay here night after night in my bed
But my faith is mighty
And i know that i suffer not for any small and insignificant reason
Perhaps the seed that i am is not strong enough
And i must lay in wait until it is fianlly my season
My eyes are weary
For they are tired and in need of a peaceful rest
Each day i awake to a new trial to face
As i attempt in this life to love and do my best
But how should you feel?
When you've unknowingly paid for a ticket to watch your own life go by?
Time moves as slow as ever
As i lose pieces of my being that used to be mine.
But again i turn to my faith
Because right now im just calling on the lord and working through the pain
Hoping that tommorow when i awake
I'll no longer feel like my exsistence here
Has been hopelessly lived in vein
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