When I look at your picture

each time I look at your picture
I can see you staring bold at me
with your big brown eyes you stricture
my mind my soul you control my key

I can feel you touching me swiftly
with hands of love so gentle and warm
I can hear your voice calling me softly
asking me to be your loving swarm

but I am afraid to surrender my life
what if it is all some kind of illusion
I cannot handle another stab with a knife
what if you are not a good collusion

yes your picture promised that you wont hurt
the man that is ready and will be your slave
and you'll never transform my garden to desert
and never do anything that makes me crave

but I couldn't destroy this strong wall
even that in my eyes you're the god of perfection
and finaly you have answerd my one call
but against the world it is my only protection

yet I cannot stop thinking of you
you are my drean what I am living for
I wish that oneday this we will be true
because you are the only person I adore

so I will wait for that day to come
even if that will be after a decade
it may seems to you so weird and dumb
but you deserve that I wait till I fade

and if you decide that we don't be lovers
I will do my best to be a good friend
because I cannot handle losing you forever
without you my life has no meaning and must end