Mine

thrown against the wall
like a limp rag doll
no perfection in my face
just bits and pieces on my little pink lace
too much black make-up
for this slut
as your palm collapses into my skin
wrath and rage and lust only 3 of your deadly sins
have used and abused me from the moment we met
like losing poker to Satan and it was time to collect his debt
never mind the tears streaming down
i'll choke in secret and subtlety drown
in the pain and agony you say I was born to feel
using and using lines of cocaine to make it surreal
kiss after kiss I feel the burns on my neck to my spine
chills shudder as you whisper "you're  mine...."

puddles and pools of blood on the floor
just didn't want to be hurt anymore
eyesight dimming and draining
look at how your "love" is remaining
stillness and silence quiet my bruised tears
until your foot steps approach my ears
screaming and screaming from the outside in
why do I have to go through this pain again?
shattered tears stained with crimson drops
as i hear you say you love me a lot
hearing expanding to realize the metal pressed against my skull
then the sounds go dull
and dry and I want so badly to cry....

a trigger pulled oh no
what could it be?
"oh my god, oh my god, baby I'm so sorry"
as the crimson tide erodes my flesh
simple proof of your selfishness
see through my eyes now that I'm gone
this hell is where you belong
hold my cold corpse close to your heart
know every time you tore me apart
look in my eyes
see all the bleeding tears that I cried
hold my head up baby, one more time
listen secretly now that "you're mine......"