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My Broken Heart~





My Phil passed away last Monday June 16,2008
After 2 1/2yrs battling his brain cancer.
You know "they" said he only had 3mos to live~
guess he showed them all.

Don't feel much like being here or anywhere. So I will tell you what I can now.

In his last week, he could not be alone. He ask for me, I went. After living in the shadows, by his request, I ran to him. I was there 2days. The last 2days he spent at home. The 1st, it was only the two of us, all day. Wonderful~ I went wearing my
white short pajama's trimmed with blue,his favorite color. He loved that. We laughed. We cried. (only for a moment) We loved.  I can't go there now....I'll cry. bbl

The 2nd day, wore pajama's again.(green silk) He laughed. Co-workers came, friends came, his Mom came...still I stayed with my pj's by his side. Where else would I be?
Called that night to remind him of his meds & we said our I love you's (again) He went to his sisters the next morning(14th)...stayed there the weekend. Tried to call to wish "My Big Daddy" a Happy Fathers Day~ but didn't get an answer. He died Monday morning,in his sleep at his sisters home. Peacefully~

It's been a terrible week. His family has been great. Welcoming me & mine to their hearts. His Mom, of course knew I was still around all these yrs...as a Mother should. My heart is broken and I cannot breathe....other than that, I'm great.

Please love each other~

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  • ms-cuddles silver member
    September 9

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    Here's A Shoulder

    Baby Girl, I wish for you all the peace and Light that I can. Know that you have friends and family and extended family that still love you and hold you very dear. I'm wrapping my arms around you at this time. Love You. Hugs~ Cuddles


  • Miss Faerie Greeters member
    July 19, 2008

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    Oh Aunty Deena...
    I am so so sorry!
    I know your pain and truly, and I wish that I could take it all away and bottle it up and throw it in the ocean.
    Noone should have to suffer this way, especially not you.

    I love you


  • poetryality silver member
    July 8, 2008

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    I Love YOU Deena! ♥

    I am so sorry my angel, my sister. I feel your hurt, and can identify with the loss.

    I haven't been on the site for about six days but I knew something was off kilter because I was drawn here, and really didn't want to come.

    I am so glad you got to spend a couple of days with Phil. I know he was set sailing...

    You, the family, Phil's family are ALL in my thoughts and prayers.


    I Love YOU ♥

    Renee


  • onleethestrong
    June 25, 2008
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    I love you. Know I'm thinking of you


  • faderman1959
    June 23, 2008

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    You have my deepest condolences! I'm so glad though that you have family there with you! Be strong! It will get better!


  • SeptemberFaith
    June 23, 2008

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    I love you and am so sorry for your devistating loss. I am glad thatyou got to spend time with him, private alone time... andthose are the memories you will have to take with you....

    xox, Criss

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