The beginning of love
Waiting fifteen hours
start the clock
checklist in hand
romancing the scene
Broom to hand
sweep, dust, clean
hours fly by
my focus was you
Aw love comes
in ten more hours
excitement rises
happy singing
fills my head
The middle of chaos
Where is my help?
seems they ran
one look at me
sweat drenched hair
Smell of cleaners
and incense
mascara under eyes
tears for you
Your voice sleepy
only three more hours
the race is on,out of air
breath just breath
Almost over...hopeless romantic
Nervous i sit in the floor
looking around
is it perfect?
As good as it's gonna be
Now me, as i pass by mirrors
you would run, from what you would see
all in the name of utopianism
one more tiny hour
Dead on my feet
run to shower
mind blurry (must have be bleach overdose)
scented soap, least i smell sweeter
Make up, i got time
ouch! as i jab eyeliner in pupil
hair drying, hitting 10 minute mark
calm effect.. i did it all!
Then spring to feet
what to wear
realizing tattered robe wont do
tearing through clothes
Two minutes
its morning now am exhasted
pour a cup of coffee
sit on porch the epitome of peace
The real ending
You pull up
finally I can relax
giving you the hug
we been waiting for
My body betrays
my reflection of composure
legs turn to jello
shaking like a earthquake
Crying now
there goes my perfect face
I don't care
in love with you I am
I am my own loves
destructive jester





I'd give more clappies
...the nerve

and much love & light~ Desire~*~



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