My Life (part two)

The lies told
The hate revolving
Do you really hate me mom?
Is it because I made sissy leave?
Is it because I get into trouble?
NO WAIT MOMMY NO!!!!
I dont want to go
Don't make me leave mommy please,
No not juvy
I promise I will be good,
Look mommy I'm cleaning,
Look mommy I'm reading,
What did I do wrong mommy,
I'm trying so hard to be your babygirl,
Mommy I promise I won't cut anymore,
Mommy just hold me,
I'm searching for your love,
But I've gone the wrong path,
Mommy please let me stay,
I'll show you I can be good,
Mommy this is my life,
I strive everyday,
To be your angel,
Your something,
Your everything,
Your baby,
Mommy I am your first born,
Mommy please I want to stop searching,
Mommy just hold me tight,
I dont ever want to leave,
Mommy please dont send me away,
Mommy please....


This is my life striving everyday to be good and to not cut so that my mom wont send me away please dont laugh this is no game its my life that I live everyday...