Vortexes swirling in stinging snarls
form in the mind,
wrenching the gut, trying knots in the veins.
Words of fire, stormy caustic assaults
burning with hate,
rage in tumultuous tempest,
inhaled with trusting heart
before they bring
such twisters to the insides,
ruinous remains of esteem's shelter
become melancholy's cocoon.
Wings of lost innocence,
bent and crippled
kept in closet
as museum of fairy tale sunrises never born.
Dangling next to enchanted baubles
from times one flew to Oz
on mattress flying carpet.
In the darkness where the sobs of hollowness
echo in their biting stirs
because no one listens
over the sounds of their own snores,
a cyclone begins to whirl within,
faster, ever so more potent,
possessing the torrid tornado twirls
from passion's gusts,
fracturing the shell in despair,
butterfly rises with spreading plume of hope,
able to see in the elements of life
how the same wind that can crush one's world
can also bring a genesis,
when eyes are finally dried from the hurricanes of abuse
long enough to see the funnel clouds of insight
sweep through the layers of longing
so one can feel freedom's air
without the stench of sadness toxic waste dump.


My Dearest brother,
and love

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