Loves, Hurt

Could I find the strength?
If I believed.
Could I find a way to tell you something?
If I believed it enough.

I want to be able to tell you.
But darkness crowded over and it’s telling me different.
I could cause a lot of guilt.
I could cause a lot of anger.
Where’s your hate?

Turn the clock backwards and I’ll believe it.
I thought this over.
I thought this through.
Through in my mind.
Where’s it gone?

Would you hate me for it?
Would you tell me I was wrong?
I know the risks.
I know the consequences.
Don’t tell me I’ve not thought about it.

Are you going to push me away?
Cold shoulder.
Are you going to ignore the facts?
I’m so cold.

I need to find a way to move on.
So could I tell you?
Could I face the answer?
So could I look you in the eyes and say it?

I need to know how you feel.
And I know it’s not going to be the same.
But I need to know you feel something.
Different, same, nothing at all.
Something.

I’m in love with you.
Are you ready to hear that?
Have you got an answer?
I need to know how you feel.
Otherwise, I’m not going to be able to let go.