I feel it clutch my veins,
Capture my heart,
And make me gasp.
It's as if there were
No words in the universe
To describe this feeling.
Entangled,
Entwined,
Separated,
Abandoned,
Wrapped up,
Strapped down,
Impossible to untangle,
Futile to decipher,
Even more useless to
Try to make it stop.
I feel this,
I breathe this,
I drink this in,
And although this is Hell,
It is me.
And sometimes,
It can be Heaven.
