Disgrace

Don't know much about love things
Such as beauty and intrigue
Don't ever remember having one.

Born in this thick skin,
My soul is broke there is no win.
My mind has been damaged too long.

I can come off as bolder
My eyes can become colder.
Too much empty feeling in my heart.

What's with all these wrongs
My past has officially been gone.
When I die please burn my yesterday,
it's haunted me for far too long.

"Chorus"

And this is Disgrace me, make me suffer.
Disgrace me, pretend to make me tougher
This world has disgraced me.
You have disgraced me.
I have disgraced me.

Have I become all I ever wanted to be
Have I become all you ever wanted me
I don't think I've become anything you've expected me to be
I've never become all I ever wanted to be.
I haven't become anything at all.

"Chorus"

And this is Disgrace me, make me suffer.
Disgrace me, pretend to make me tougher
This world has disgraced me.
You have disgraced me.
I have disgraced me.


Why can't you look inside of me,
See all I see.
Why can't I feel like you.
Feel all that you may feel.
I wanna hurt like you,
Get the pain I make you feel
I would die for you.

Why can't you look at me?
Why can't you see what I see?
Why can't you die like me, feel the decay I feel.


Lyric: Billy Kage