Standing upon the rocky knoll she
looks out over the water and wonders
what it is she is in this world for.
He told her last night after he is married
she will have no more hopes and she cried
to sleep in the throes of depression.
She had looked forward to having his child
and now this was not going to happen and
she cries for that child lost.
She wonders what is wrong with her that no
one but a man that is to be married wants her
and she only wants him as hers.
Alone now she cries her heart out totally unheard
standing upon that rocky knoll she wonders if
she should say goodbye and save the hurt.
Words upon a computer screen or over the phone
this is all that exists of the life she craved, never
to have, does she say goodbye?
Looking down upon those rocks below her feet
she cries the tears of the damned, saying her
last good byes to the man.






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