I'm tired of being
The good little girl
And at the same time
The wild child
I just don't know which
Road to take
Or even if I should
Take one
I'm tired of being
The pure little sin no
More child
While at the same time
Being the out of control
Former Christian child
Are they both not me anyways?
I'm so tired of being
Forced to stay sober
With one crowd
While in with the other
Its hard to not to drink
A little too much
I'm tired of feeling
Force to choice between the two
Sides of myself
Between the two parts of me that
I am coming to love.
I just am afraid to make
A Choice that will forever
Force me to take a side
I don't want to lose one
Side of myself forever
I'm tired of being the
Sometimes too quiet
Sometimes too loud
Good Christian wild child
With no real ties to anyone
Author notes
2008
Way too long and no writing from me
Sorry about that
Also if this sucks- I am sorry. Its just my thoughts right now. Pretty much I am either too pure with my boyfriend and his friends and not pure enough with people from church.
And I'm afraid to lose either side of my life right now
Please tell me what you think
Comments
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:)))
very well written...just let your heart lead you! life is what is...get along with it
) thats how you master it 
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Follow your heart and ask God to help you.
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Very Good
Hey, this is very good, for people at church you will never be pure enough! just keep up what you think is good, and you will be alight, both in your eyes and in gods, WHO cares what the people from church think, its your life, you will live it as you seem fit, and you have done..
James!
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