The Adversary

Just shut up, because I haven't got time anymore
How many words did you "waste" on me, and why?
What did you hope to achieve?

You never had a camera in my head
You didn't -and still don't- know what I was thinking
You thought you did, you assumed
You're an ass, so I'm not going to argue anymore.

A lot happens in a short space of time
Too much, some might say
I won't forget that one day
The eye of heaven will remind me
When I gaze into the blue next, I might hear
Your voice in my head, and wish I had you still

But you can fuck off now. I don't need you
My skin is thicker than it's ever been
My scars heal faster now
I love you and I hate you
I want to kill you and nurse you

You touched a part of me
It was deep, and you got your filthy hands on it
You still have it

But you never had a camera in my head
You just assumed, you ass
Go back to your life, do I care?
of course I do. But I'll pretend I don't
Because its what I do

My skin is thick now
My scars heal faster
But your memory will always linger.